It’s been a pretty bumpy month for me. To be perfectly frank, since the day after Christmas, I’ve been in a very strange, desperately bleak mood. It’s not been a full time thing, there has been some breaks in both my mood and my sanity.

It feels strangely as I have lost control of it all. Since I got back from Japan, so many things have changed. Work, relationships, friends, family, etc. and I have been unable to sort out all of my emotions and feelings about the changes. I’ve also noticed that things that should roll off my back are just building up until I hit a breaking point and I just lose it.

This has got to stop. I need to get a grip. Life is not so bad and I need to get over it.