Well I’ve been thinking long and hard about this and as much as I’m worried that blogging is over, I am not really over it and I’m going to try to catch up with all the blog posts that I have in draft and that I want to write. I’ve decided to not finish the Japan posts because I pretty much covered that in my blog and I’m not even sure where to start with it. I have about 12 drafts that aren’t about Japan so I’m gonna just go ahead and post them as I can.

Thanks to you who sent me emails and commented that you’re still reading

It’s been a pretty bumpy month for me. To be perfectly frank, since the day after Christmas, I’ve been in a very strange, desperately bleak mood. It’s not been a full time thing, there has been some breaks in both my mood and my sanity.

It feels strangely as I have lost control of it all. Since I got back from Japan, so many things have changed. Work, relationships, friends, family, etc. and I have been unable to sort out all of my emotions and feelings about the changes. I’ve also noticed that things that should roll off my back are just building up until I hit a breaking point and I just lose it.

This has got to stop. I need to get a grip. Life is not so bad and I need to get over it.

Lovely, it’s five days in to a new year and as I’m looking back I’m appalled at the fact that I have 17… SERIOUSLY 17 drafts in my blog and I haven’t published a thing. I’m so far behind on blogging about Japan and it seems to be fully stopping me from blogging anything new. I am not sure what I should do about my blog in 2010. Is it over? Should I get back on the stick? Leave the Japan trip posts for future posts? I definitely need to figure this out. Are you still out there and reading? Let me know.