Why do I even blog. I never seem to have time, I’ve been so damn moody these days and I never even seem to feel comfortable saying anything here. I don’t know who the hell even reads it, and the ones I do know read it, hear the crap before I write it.

Anyway, site re-design was going well, hit a wall, got back up and then stalled. I haven’t done anything the past few nites. I gotta stay my ass offline, I only sign on from time to time but when I do, crap always happens. The other nite some guy out of the blue gave me the “liar, cheat…you’re involved and shouldn’t speak to people” speech. “Does your boyfriend know you’re talking online?” yes fucker, he’s sitting next to me. OY!

Next week is vacation sorta, going to the shore with Shawn and my family, I am not actually taking vacation days but working remotely because I have so much work to do on the Support Site redesign. But still working at the beach for 8-10 hrs is still better than going into work. I hope they have Comcast there so I can hook up my wireless and vonage line.

This week has been kinda frustrating… I think the Saint is mad at me. I don’t know but he never really goes without speaking to be but he hasn’t messaged me in a while and I am sure he saw me online. I dunno if I should say something to him or not.

I talked to Marques last nite, I feel bad I’ve been neglecting people. I just need to get my head straight, but even that doesn’t seem to work. Radio Silence worked somewhat… I shoulda blogged it tho… Vu’s of course been good to me and kept me sane. If it wasn’t for him and Shawn I’d be postal.

Good news was I got to drive that nice 2004.5 S40 T5 all week, boy do I like that car. I hope we can get Shawn one, it’s sweet. Still no progress this week for the house, I am so sick of arguing with them, and Sue’s dog got pissed on by the white trash family up the street’s Lab. That dog is so bad and I am sick of hearing them yell at it. Also the blinds came on Monday, they look so nice on the windows, now to just get the Family Room windows tinted and we’ll be done awhile.

I suppose I have wasted enough of my lunch break. It’s back to Presentation Skills class for my 4th and final presentation…

I hope I can shake this melancholy, it keeps coming back… as I said before….DOUBLE SIGH.

Music playing during post: None, the iPod is at home.