I am unsure how it’s possible for me to feel bummed out and even lonely when I have so much around me but I really do today. I am just feeling so blah and eh…as Blanche would say Mauve.

I sometimes feel so lost in my life, I feel so wasteful like I don’t do anything or accomplish anything. I have lots of “friends” and a few “Best Friends” but I just feel like I don’t have anyone close by to just go grab some coffee and kvetch. My best friend doesn’t live near me, my former best friend and I are still on very strained terms (at least that’s how i feel) and all the nice guys i seem to meet don’t live near me either. My friends who are close aren’t real close and are usually so busy… I just wish I could have someone like my best friend Vu who lived around the corner.

Sigh.

Oh well….

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